The cat's out of the bag!

Brad and I decided to go ahead and tell pretty much everyone that we're pregnant. We want to celebrate and why not celebrate?!

I'm glad this blog has been short and I hope to never come back for another round. I'll leave it up for now, but for updates on my pregnancy, please see my general blog (which has been badly neglected in the past few months!).

First OB ultrasound scheduled

My first ultrasound is scheduled for Thursday, July 5th. I will be exactly 7 weeks that day. The nurse made me promise that if I scheduled my ultrasound early, I would not panic if they didn't see a heartbeat. It could just be a little bit early. Yeah right. I'm sure I'd panic. But I still want the earlier ultrasound. :)

Beta #4 - I graudated!!!

My beta today was 1545, which is a doubling time of 32.55 hours! That's much higher than I was hoping for! Everything looks great and I have officially graduated from bloodwork and from the ART (assistive reproductive technologies) department at the doctor's office. I was instructed to call my regular RE's nurse to schedule my first OB ultrasound. When I get it scheduled, I'll let you know when it is!

OK, I admit it...

I'll admit it, I'm scared. I feel like tomorrow is a big day. I could "graduate" from the beta stage. If my number is higher than 1000, then I'm done and they'll schedule me for an ultrasound in a couple weeks.

I feel fine... I feel pregnant... and have seen no worrisome signs. But I can't get over the feeling that getting past 5 weeks pregnant with all good signs is not something that can happen to me. That happens to millions of women... billions of women... but not me.

Beta #3

Today's beta (18 dpo) was 556. That's a doubling time of 49.05 hours. The nurse seemed very pleased. I, of course, am a little worried that it slowed down a little. I know that the number is good and the doubling time is good, but I can't help but worry a little.

My progesterone was 52.6, which is good.

Next blood draw is Wednesday. If it's over 1000, that'll be the last one... but if it doesn't quite double, it might not get to 1000 and I'll have to go back again on Friday.

The bills have started rolling in...

I got the bill for the cryopreservation of our 2 extra embryos. For one year of storage, it's $310. We also had to sign a contract that acknowledges that if anything happens to them, it's not the lab's fault.

I'm very glad to have our snowbabies, but the bills are making my head spin.

I also got my first COBRA bill this week (for the insurance that has infertility coverage). That's going to be a tough decision to discontinue that coverage... Discontinuing it would also mean that any costs associated with actually transferring our snowbabies in the future would be all out of pocket (somewhere around $3000/attempt, I believe).

Correction: That was my 2nd COBRA bill. I thought they sent me a duplicate statement, but I had just paid June and now they want the money for July. Ugh.

More stats from the past

My highest ever beta was 422 on 19dpo with my last pregnancy. That number is actually within the range of normal for that day. Betas for that pregnancy were:

8/25/06, 12dpo: 12
8/28/06, 15dpo: 35, double in 46 hrs
8/30/06, 17dpo: 119, double in 27 hrs
9/1/06, 19dpo: 422, double in 26 hours
9/5/06, 23dpo: 122 (and continued to drop from there)

Beta #2

Beta #2 was 201. Doubling time of 35.63 hours. That's wonderful. That's perfectly NORMAL.

My period is due today and...

Nothing is happening. No spotting. Nothing. I feel hot and kinda bloated and my skin & eyes feel very dry.

My clothes have been feeling a little snug for a couple weeks from everything the IVF has done to my body... so this could be a problem. Not that I'm complaining. I think I might go out and buy some stretchy shorts so I can have something comfortable to wear around the house.

Stats from the past

I just looked up my beta numbers from my past pregnancies.

miscarriage #1:
13dpo: 15
15dpo: 26

(#2 was so early I didn't have any betas)

miscarriage #3:
12dpo: 12
15dpo: 35

This one sure is looking better!

Beautifully normal

My beta today was 79. That's wonderful. That's NORMAL.

Betas planned for Friday, Monday, and Wednesday. And if all is well on Wednesday, an ultrasound will be scheduled around 7.5 weeks of pregnancy, somewhere around the 1st or 2nd week of July. I'm going to push for the end of the first week of July so that we can tell people at Brad's reunion that weekend. :) He's already acting like a proud daddy and wants to tell everyone.

By the way, on Friday, we'll be looking for a number around 150-160. The minimum "ok" level would be 130, but with how high I started, the nurse said that she wouldn't be suprised if my level more than doubled and I had a nice high number on Friday.

Betas

My beta tests (blood pregnancy tests) were scheduled for Thursday and Monday. They always do 2 after IVF, even if it's negative, just to make sure. But, as many of you probably know, what's important about beta tests is whether they double in 2 days or not. So, if I stuck with those test dates, I wouldn't really know anything until Monday afternoon. That's just not acceptable. :)

So, I called and asked if I can change them to Wednesdsay and Friday and the nurse agreed. She said that they don't like to trust tests done before 14 days past egg retrieval (Thursday) but if it would make me feel better, they'll do it.

So, tomorrow will be my first beta. The rule is that they want it to be over 50 on 14dpo but this will only be 13dpo... so I guess anything over 25 or so is ok. Here's a chart of normal betas for 13dpo.

While I was away...

I've been doing a little bit of obsessing, as you can imagine. I took a home pregnancy test for the first time on Saturday, which was only 9 days past egg retrival (equlivalent to 9 days past ovulation or 9dpo in fertility lingo). It *should* have been negative, because it should have been long enough for the trigger shot to clear out of my system but a little too early for a new pregnancy to be producing enough hormone to show up on a test...

Well, it was positive. So, what does a girl do, but test again of course? Well, they've been getting darker... Dark enough to convince me that they're for real:


If you don't like squinking, here's a picture darkened using Photoshop:


And if you're still not convinced, check out what I got yesterday:

Progesterone test results

I had my progesterone test today. They just need to check that my level is high enough (above 15). Progesterone helps to support a pregnancy and is very important, but since I'm on progesterone-in-oil injections (given faithfully every night by Brad), there's not much worry that it's too low.

My level was... drum roll... 70.8. That's through the roof, so that's good. Higher is better.

We have 2 snowbabies!

Our other 2 embryos were able to be frozen! Yay!

Update from the couch

Mittsy won't stop staring at me... she wants to go outside so she can lay in the sunshine or chase some birds around. When I let her out at lunchtime, she just banged on the door to be let back in 30 minutes later. She doesn't get why if I'm on the couch, I can't get up to satisfy her every need.

An early blastocyst

Unlike a lot of IVF labs, mine does not take pictures of the embryos because they feel it's just one more time disturbing the embryos that is not necessary. I was a little bummed to learn that, so take a look at a blastocyst I found on the net. :) Click on it to see a larger version and read the labels.

The big day - embryo transfer!

We had 3 early blasts left today (everything else was degenerating). But the good news is that all 3 were Grade 1 (perfect). So, since the doctors seemed confident that the other 2 would make it to freeze (giving us a 2nd shot with a future frozen transfer if this fails), we went ahead with a single blast transfer. I had imagined we'd have a lot more embryos to pick from at this stage, but I can't complain about 3 perfect blasts. I'll find out tomorrow afternoon if my other 2 made it to freeze.

I got to talk to the embryologist and he was pretty happy with how everything went. The only slight problem was that he felt I had too many immature eggs (6 out of 18) and so if we ever did another fresh cycle, he would recommend adjusting the stimulation phase (different meds/dosage/timing) to help with that.

I asked him if anything he saw would help to explain our losses and he said no, that everything was pretty normal and average. He talked about a couple of things that he could have observed (like a large percentage of improper fertilization, etc) but he didn't see any of those red flags.

So, now I just spend 2 days on the couch and the wait begins...

No updates today

The nurse called me today to let me know that my transfer is going to be at 11am tomorrow. I asked about the status of my embryos and she said to call the lab... so I did. The lab told me that they don't check on embryos on day 4 because they're difficult to evaluate at the morula stage (where they should be at this point) so they just leave them alone in the incubator until day 5.

So, tomorrow is the big day. Thankfully, my main doctor will be doing my transfer (also did my egg retrieval) and I'm glad about that. I've heard that he has the "golden touch" and there are higher success rates with his transfers than with the other doctors in the practice. I hope that works for us!

Just kidding!

This is getting crazy! At the dr's office, they put us into an office (not an exam room) and the dr came in to talk to us. As she walked in the room, she smiled and said, "You know how we changed your transfer day?"

I laughed and replied, "You're going to change it again, aren't you?"

Yep, I'm back to a 5-day transfer on Tuesday. Our embryos did REALLY well overnight and since I have so many strong ones, we can do a 5-day transfer. And since our goal was to do a single blast transfer, we may still be able to do that.

We even had a couple embryos start growing that weren't growing before! Here are our stats (I think - I may have gotten them confused in the surprise):

2 8-cell grade 1 (PERFECT)
2 8-cell grade 2 (really good)
2 8-cell grade 4
2 6-cell
1 2-cell

The dr said that my embryos are doing well but since they had some surprising results overnight, it would be hard to be sure that they're choosing the best ones today, so it would be best to wait for a 5-day transfer to give them time to show us which ones are the best.

I told her that I hadn't called my boss yet to change my days off... and she said that I must have had a premonition.

Now I'm not sure what to do with myself today. :)